sunrise.sunset

i just wanted to write down some things.

i like being here more, though i’m not fully adjusted yet. things are still awkward or tricky. it’s still great though. i’m supremely happy. 
i love that andrew can visit and i’m so excited for next week for his birthday and a few days later our one year! i can’t wait for him to stay over so we can explore longer and spend more time together.
the one thing i forgot about unh was the frats and the sluts. i like most of the people on my floor, but there are some new frat boys and party girls around here. i’m all for drinking, just some people go overboard too much, too many times, and make the same jokes.
i keep forgetting that i have a job now, and again i wasn’t properly trained and people who have been there longer get slightly hostile when things heat up. i’m getting really tired of not knowing what to do on my first days of a job and it affects my entire working experience. at least i’m making good money though.
i feel a little bit like a hermit or antisocial, but i’m really trying to make connections here. people are nice and i feel like i can joke around with these girls and hang out with them. i just don’t like how much of an outsider i feel like sometimes. hopefully that will fade with time.